Milkshakes - I have had 4 milkshakes since the break up which was a week ago. I knew that tonights milkshake would be the last. First of all, ewwww. I mean McDonalds in any capacity is just gross, but 4 in one week! Ugh! Sometimes I feel like I need to repeat behavior over and over until I'm hit over the head with it. I remember in every psych class the first lesson was a condensed version of psych 101 and it used to bug the hell out of me, until at some point I realized that it was just the program utilizing the power of repetition and the reason I knew that material like the back of my hand was said repetition. So back to the milkshakes. I knew tonights would be my last (for awhile ate least). I knew that with the power of repetition the desire to not consume cold, lactose filled, fattening, sugar-laced beverages would wane until extinct.
Sadness - I have gotten to the point where I start remembering the good stuff, the really good stuff and this makes me sad because I am still unclear why it all happened. I know and believe everything happens for a reason.
Snuggie - I bought my Dad a snuggie for Christmas and tonight when I came home he was wearing it which equals one of the funniest things I have seen which definitely helps with the sadness.
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